Thursday, 27 September 2007

• ASDF...and the other keys too.

  ASDF.

  I took a break today.

  Not literally of course.

  Because then my grades would drop faster than a ton of feathers~ (haha)

  But I suppose...figuratively.

   

  For that time, I was so angry.

  I mean, unbelievably angry,

  or...maybe it was something else.

  ...Upset? Maybe I felt...totally wiped out. Given up.

   

  A friend commented the other day that I rarely get angry,

  and even then, I don't blow up or anything.

  Is that true? Maybe. I can't really tell for myself.

  Maybe I'm confusing anger with being upset.

  Or frustrated.

  Or sad.

  ...Maybe...D) All of the above?

   

  Huh.

  I'm so confused,

  but it's all my fault I'm confused in the first place.

  Iwao Jenko sings in Scarlet: mune ni afurete tsunoru omoi muri wasurete jounetsu no iro~~

  But it seems so idealistic.

  I try, but I just -know- it won't work. So what then?

  Should I be "going home...where I belong?"

  Or "Have faith, restart! and Hold on!" ?

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